Tuesday, March 1

Hello March :)

Hey , guys and HELLO MARCH ! I hope this March bring me more best memories than before this . Past is past , I dont want that past come again to me . Its enough for suffering after break up with Fauzy . I dont want more than that please :( Now , dah tak update blog everyday right ? Oh yeahhh , nanti takut ada orang kata I ni Drama Queen lah , bajet itu bajet ini . Hmm , I dont care what people gonna say about me . Friend with me first and then you will know who the real of me . I am the one who love to make people laugh and smile so that people get comfort to be friend with me :) Okay , forget about that . Today , I update my blog is not for talking about that actually .

Hmmmm , I dont know why I feel uneasy lately ni since i start rapat with someone new . I dah start rasa macam suka kat dia . But tak tahu lah dia macam mana pula kan . Yeah , kami hanya kawan setakat ni but I rasa lain macam kay . I am so scared to fall in love again . Its hurt me so muchhh ;( I break dengan fufu pun ramai orang fikir I yg bersalah sampai dorang panggil I Drama Queen . I bukan nak salahkn fufu kay , but please lah korang kat luar sana , korang tak tahu situation or perkara sebenar yg berlaku between us sampai kiteorang break , korang tak pyah nk buat spekulasi sendiri . I beg kat korang lah kay . I tak nak cakap lebih lebih lah pasal someone new who that i called 'Chipsmore' sebab dia suka menghilang , kejap ada , kejap tak de like a biscuit isn't it ? Haha  he care about me , share a problem with me , hmmm , so many things . But kami baru kenal , better kami just go on as a friend buat masa ni . Kalau ada jodoh tak ke mana kannn ? Like what i ever said on Facebook 'I want to love someone whose heart have been broken so that he knows exactly how it feels and wont break mine -.- ♥' But I tak nak lah hoping sangat kat that guy , takut nanti I pula yang sakit hati . Rabu ni start exam , so guy wish me Luck okay ;) And until now , I still can feel that I am missing HIM and HE still play around of my mind and my heart . Semakin I try to forget HIM , semakin kuat ingatan I kat dia . Ya Allah , help me to forget HIM faster so that I can go on my life with peace and happiness without HIM in me . I just need somebody new to love me coz that is only one way to forget all about HIM more faster -.- Btw Chipsmore I miss You , about last night tu tak payah fikir lah , I already forgive You kay . Stop put all blame on You .  Im okay lah :) Kbye , Assalamualaikum .

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