Actually , i just want to straight foward to you about my feelings right now . I dont know whats wrong with me . Its look like I am desprate to have a boyfriend right ? Urgghhh , sorry kay . Im not like that actually , but yeah . You've done to open my heart for you . Sorry for telling this , i cant deny my feelings to you right now . There's no wrong if im trying to be honest to you right ? Once again , i am so sorry if you dont like my way for honest to you like this . Yeah , you just broke up , maybe you dont ever think about having in a relationship again . At first , I just wanna be your friends for teman me time Sneak Out Party nanti , but day by day it was changed ! I fall for you okay . I dont know why but I fall more in love with you everyday . OMG , why i've been like this huh ?! So , suck -.- And yesterday , I just dreamt about you dead . What the meaning of it ? I just wont to loose you .
Dear you,
You might not know about this, and maybe you never will but I really really wanted to say this so bad; "Ich vermisse dich" and you didn't know how much I miss you till I think it already consumes me. I might be a fool, for never learning from the past experience but instead making the same mistake over and over again. Yet, I didn't find this to be a mistake. I didn't find you to be a mistake. I find you to be the greatest thing I've ever discovered and I am grateful of it. You're like my sunshine after the rain, you never know the smile I have whenever we're chatting together. We always talk about nothing, but I found that those nothings are certainly more important than so many somethings.
I like you.
Yes, I certainly does like you, because you're just what a man tought to be. You know how to make me smile, even when it's unconsciously done. You didn't know how much I wished for the word "we" to be true. The thing is just that, I don't know you. I don't understand the real you. I don't know what music you hear, what you eat. I don't know if you ever had a girlfriend. I don't know all that. I really wished I get to know you better, if you ever allowed me. But I just don't know how. Because you see, I don't socialize often with boys nor did I flirt. So you can say that I'm practically a nerd. Most of my friends are girls with very few boy, or maybe a really really boyish girl.
And, if I have a chance, I'll never let you go :)
I want someone I can go to . Someone I can tell my seceret too . Someone who wont judge me for the mistake iI've made , for the mistake i will continue to make . I wants someone to understands . I want someone who hear , not just listens . I want someone who says GoodNight to me and they get chance to say Good Morning . I want someone who knows my quirks . I want someone who wipes my tears away . I want someone who needs me , i want someone who loves me . And I think , that is YOU ! Thanks for treat me nicely :)
